Not totally happy or unhappy. Until now for over a year now spending time communicating each other day and night. I felt mysteriously deeply love by my date but my feelings he was hiding to me. My feelings he don't want me to see him. We deeply madly in love. I am impressed actually and admiring him so much over our over 100 love letters nearly 150 now in the email. Plus nearly 100 love letter in the chat board posts. Every pictures of my date from his infant, his family and until of his age now. I am please and so happy that I am dating online my same age but my date still remains anonymous and mystery sweetheart. Everyday his text message "I love you so much". "I can't live without you". This is us everyday, we love each other. Is there any surprise here once we met? I really feel good and better with all his sweetheart words and romanticism words. I believe some of you experiencing the same way waiting and keep waiting for a surprise. Happy dating. Enjoy every moment and cherish it.