This experience at 4:45am immediately pushed me off the fence to do something now and always give back (my signature line for decades). Even my signature line now, is "Make meaning and you THEN make money!" The language was so much of what I have been taught about the universe that somehow, I allowed "Life" to take over and not listen to God. I have literally failed at everything (that I attempted to do without God first and a system and process)! I too have gained, lost and found again, so many pounds. (I joke with my girlfriends about being able to "Shop with me, for Free," because of my so many sizes in my wardrobe). Nothing, no career, no body of work (even with great jobs/decent pay/Fortune 500 companies) "Made Me Feel" like I was making a difference. Good jobs with dead end zones. (I even recently took time off from work...just because). My favorite aunt was a reader and she was an amazing, gifted person. My sister was a reader too and she was extremely intelligent! They both thought that I should be a writer and my aunt's last words were, "Jo, I'm still waiting on that book." My sister called me Darrin (from the TV show), because of my creative side. Since my teenage years, of riding in my little red sports car, I made nothing but excuses. (I am really not sure why I am writing this long review, but I really do know (with a smile)... it's time). As I listen to this brain power music, I continue to stroke. This has never happened before and this is my first time listening, to this type of music. I have made nothing but excuses since my teenage years. Interesting enough, years would go by and the universe would always come back and remind me that I should be a writer, when I was not being fulfilled. We know that one gravitates to whom and where they feel good. Right now, I feel good and at peace writing this review. A church sponsored a class, many moons ago, and I was provided feedback from my peers. They shared with me, independently, that my universal calling was placing me, writing on the water in a beach home, and walking daily, with my feet twinkling in the sand. An ole' friend suggested a move to Florida where the sand is a plenty! Handsome and breathtaking (both he and the move). Hmmm. I thought. Maybe. Just maybe. So, if you're looking for the morale of this review...6 stars and counting, (Hey wait, why don't you have a 10 star)?... for awakening my inborn gift, allowing those desires to be reborn again. As the tears roll down my face of gratitude, " I say thank-you and I am humbled that you allowed me to write from my heart in a safe space." Your "Bess Mess" lies within you! JB (I know...Bess is Best. I am a writer! I can do that)!