My experience with APL has exceeded all my expectations! I arrived at the retreat not even being aware of how deeply the core of who I am was affected by my childhood and the world I chose to surround myself with.However after my first two Ayahuasca ceremonies I began to unpack all those areas of densities that no longer served me which wasn’t an easy process. I am so appreciative of Boris, Sasha and Amanda all whom have allowed me space to ask for help and guided me throughout my experience. I truly felt safe, from Amanda’s essential oils and breath work at the beginning of the ceremony to Boris and Sasha looking after me and guiding me when I felt so lost and helpless. And our beautiful shaman, Roman, the only voice I could not block out during the ceremonies! The way he conducts a ceremony with all the powerful icaros, instruments and tales is superb. I found it very helpful to have a shaman who speaks both English and Spanish because Roman was the first person I could speak to, truthfully, in years. His playful freedom and love of nature are infectious! 💫 The way the retreat is designed is so cleaver because the strangers I meet at the beginning of the week have all become dear people in my life. The location and food are also to be noted;surrounded by mountains in Spain - it all felt a little magical. There is no doubt that I will be back. The support and safety I felt have allowed me to blossom and surprise myself with how brave I could be to go get another cup not knowing what might unfold. I was hoping to find some solace but instead I discovered self sovereignty, rooted in love and nature which is second to none. 💖